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gulabjamuns

yes, this was a stupid idea :D
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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied
  • Dec 21, 1987
  • Canada
  • Deviant for 12 years
  • He / Him
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My Bio

To start off I must explain that in a sense I have two sides to myself. One is an inhibited and locked up personality who needs to surpress himself in order to continue to keep whatever little he has in his life, while the other true self can only express himself in shadows and darkness... and the internet. If this sounds like I'm trying to make myself seem dark and mysterious, forgive me because it's just my habit of trying to present the drab things I have to say in a more digestible light.


Anyways, this account is my true self's foray into DA, my controlled self has been here sharing his inhibited and humble collection of art for several years now (actually the last peice I shared in that account was several years ago as well), as well as favorited many art outside of the ones that would put me in a state of danger (basically - sexual content). In order to live my life I have to surpress the natural human sexual urges so that I appear asexual to those around me (I feel I can relate to "closet cases" in homosexuality in this way, though I am hetrosexual).


I have created this account not only to appreciate and favorite as much as possibe of the other art (aka, the stuff with sexual content) that I have enjoyed over the past several years on DA, but also to eventually share some of my own works. I am thinking of writing (perhaps poetry) on my views on sexuality today and my thoughts on the opposite sex as well (and ultimately as a reflection, my own sex as well). I find that sexuality is an important, beautiful, and powerful aspect of nature and humanity that, despite sexual revolution and increased losening of taboos, is not given the proper respect and understanding that it deserves from both suppoters and detractors even in modern enlightened societies. I hope that what little I have to share can at least get the minds of others' whirling about certain ideas, topics, and debates.


Edit Sept. 2019: So why didn't any of this stuff happen yet? Because life is shit and I'm trash :D There's never any time. I've been too busy failing repeatedly at life. Perhapse one day I will actually do some of these things... I still want to... but don't count on it. Don't count on me. I sure don't. Not that anyone was interested anyways...


Favourite Visual Artist
HIRAKU KANEKO, Sato Shouji, Satou Hiroshi, Masami Obari, Rin Shin, Syun Matsuena, Ashika Sakura, Amanda Conner, Jim Balent, Al Rio, Budd Root, Mogudan, Go Nagai, Frank Cho, Masamune Shirow, Ancient Indian sculptors, or just check my favorites here
Favourite Movies
Apu Trilogy, Metropolis 1927, The Dreamers, Sarkar, LOTR, Kurosawa films, Gowcaizer, Daud, 12 Angry Men, Zone of the Enders Idolo, Nosferatu, Ghost in the Shell, Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs, Kinsey, Samurai Trilogy, The Prestige, etc
Favourite TV Shows
Queen's Blade, Wolf's Rain, Tintin, Batman TAS, Tex Avery toons, Noir, Relic Hunter, The Simpsons, Obari anime, Lupin III, Night Hood, PPGs, Thundercats, Spongebob, Manswers, TEKNOMAN, Tripping the Rift, Person of Interest, Seinfeld, Nature of Things...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Yoko Kanno, Yuki Kajiura, Dead Can Dance, Mozart, Yngwie Malmsteen, Indian Ocean, God is an Astronaut, Lycia, Autumn's Grey Solace, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, etc. Edit 8.2019: Caifanes, Vangelis, Albion, SNK SGZ, Skinny Puppy, Kenji Kawai, Kaelan Mikla
Favourite Books
The Hobbit, 1001 Arabian Nights, Book of Mudora, Macbeth, Secret of Nimh, Kenichi, Kama Sutra, FotNS, John B's She-Hulk, A.Conner's Power Girl, Cavewoman, J. Balent's Catwoman, etc. EDIT 8.2019: Catcher in the Rye, Neuromancer, Left Hand of Darkness
Favourite Writers
none in particular, and strangely enough I'd like to be a published writer myself, a writer of anything including games and movies EDIT 8.2019: JD Salinger, Ursula K Guin, William Gibson, Shakespere, Masamune Shirow
Favourite Games
DOA and DOAX series, KOF 98UM, KOFMI2, Zelda LttP, Mega Man X, Castlevania SotN, Lufia II, Super Metroid, Ys Book I and II, Kirby's Super Star, many different fighting games or Nintendo games,etc EDIT 8.2019: Bayonetta, Ninja Gaiden 2 Sigma,
Favourite Gaming Platform
SNES and Arcade (I also have pretty much every Nintendo system, PS1 to PS3, Xbox and Xbox 360. Not much of a PC gamer..) EDIT 2019: I adore the Switch
Tools of the Trade
pencil and writing area or laptop, chocolate milk, my mind and my heart
Other Interests
too many to name here, it'd be easier to go to my facebook page (the URL is listed above this interests list) EDIT 2019: Fakebook is dead. Never touching it again. You're on your own.

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Thanks for watching my posters.

I'm delighted to see that you've added my gallery to your watchlist AND included this one in your list of favourites - much appreciated:

Friday - Studio Portrait

Of course I would, shes a goddess. Be proud of your work. I cant see my dreams outside of my mind, so the best I can do is find people with similar dreams who can bring them out, so thanks.

Glad I could help!!

  Happy Birthday...